Questions , questions on my mind .. Answers that I can’t define..

Hate the way I’m feelin ..

Hate this way of dealin …

Questions , questions on my mind ..

Answers that I can’t define ..

Can’t do things the right way..

Guess I never could…

Complications the only constant …

My life ever understood..

Hate the way I’m feelin ..

Hate this way of dealin ..

Questions , questions on my mind ..

Answers that I can’t define ..

I try so hard at times …

I try too much I think …

And then I go on the other extreme..

Emotions always outta sync ..

Hate the way I’m feelin …

Hate this way of dealin …

Questions , questions on my mind ..

Answers that I can’t define ..

Is this how its supposed to feel ?...

How do I know if this is real ?...

Questions , questions on my mind ..

Answers that I can’t define …

Our Eyes They Meet

Went to a fete today,
There all on my own ..
Met a couple of friends,
Could see we all have grown ..

Husbands, wives, sons and daughters,
Everyone with someone..
And as I gazed at a passer by,
God I missed you hon..

Staring into space I turned my head,
And suddenly across the field..
Like two strangers in a love story,
Our eyes they suddenly meet ...

Round and Round

Round and round my heads a spinning,
Thoughts and thoughts they flow..
Don’t have the answers to the questions I’m asking,
Riddles and riddles are all I know..

Sleeping late at night and up early next morning,
Exhaustion lullaby puts my brain to rest
Can’t really stop this anxious feeling
How did this turn into such a mess ?

Round and round my heads a spin ,
Thoughts and thoughts they flow
Don’t have the answers to the questions I’m asking
Riddles and riddles are all I know

Enjoying the moments

Life’s been different for quite a while
Fleeting moments the constant these days
A different outlook, a different perspective
Living life in a whole new way

In and out is what I do now
News faces and places I see
In this tizzy of elated feelings
These moments have set me free

Don’t know how, the world she works
Or why things happen this way
All I know is this wonderful feeling
And I’ll enjoy it while it stays

Surreal Moments

I woke up this mornin with smile upon my face

And a feeling I could not explain

Though blood shot eyes and dark circles existed

What I felt on the inside was great

Gazed out the window , at the sky above

Grey clouds still the colour of the day

Turned my head back on the pillow n closed my eyes

And the memories began to play

Tossed out of bed with much effort

Hoping not to end the dream

I’m so used to seeing those places and faces

Its just one of those fairy tale scenes

Stepped out of my house and down came a shower

Looked up at sky and drops that fell

So used to the rain and being wet these 3 days

I was under the non-umbrella spell

Off to the office, like a zombie on the road

I wished the weekend didn’t end

I’m really missing those surreal moments

And all my new found friends

The Other Woman

We’ve always bitched about the other woman
Sometimes more often than not
How can a person be so cruel
To never given the original a thought ?

I’ve always hated the other woman
She’s led him on too in a way
How can she play this cat and mouse game
Has she no idea of what the original will face ?

This other woman is selfish ,
Thinks of no one but herself..
Destroying anothers life ..
God this woman definitely needs help ..

I often blamed the other woman
And all the trouble she creates
Its weird to now think about it
I’m the other woman today !!!